Monday, April 29, 2013

The Many Faces of War

My 1st paper for American Lit. class this semester.

Conflicts occur between groups of people over numerous reasons, leading to warfare, an inevitable part of human civilization. For soldiers, nurses, and loved ones left behind, being involved in war is a major concern. Walt Whitman's three poems "Vigil Strange I Kept on the Field one Night," "The Wound Dresser," "A March in the Ranks Hard-Prest, and the Road Unknown," and Stephen Crane's "From War is Kind" are poems describing the true nature of war. War is known for death, damage, pain, and loss for all those involved, but being part of the battle is thought of as glorious, honorable, and brave.

Most importantly, war definitely leaves a lasting effect on everyone involved that may not be recovered from. This can be seen in images and memories that come up during and after war. For example, in Whitman's "Vigil Strange I Kept on the Field one Night," the pain that a soldier is going through after seeing his son and comrade fall is apparent. Whitman writes, "One look I but gave which your dear eyes returne'd with a look I shall never forget" (3). The soldier buries the dead, but knows the scene will always stay in his memories and won't be forgotten. Memories such as these will be cherished by those who lost someone close. Additionally, in "Vigil Strange," Whitman writes of how the soldier hopes to see his dead comrade again: "I faithfully loved you and cared for you living, I think we shall meet again" (17). The soldier in this poem may recover if he holds on to the hope of reuniting with his dead comrade. Memories and vivid images of lost lives keep the thoughts fresh in mind that makes it hard to forget and recover from war.

Furthermore, there are psychological, emotional, and physical effects of war. Physical pain described in Whitman's "The Wound Dresser" includes: "the crush'd head" (40), "the neck of the cavalry-man with the bullet through" (41), and "from the stump of the arm, the amputated hand" (45). Surviving through physical damage, such as these makes it impossible to return home unaffected by war and will be a hard recovery. Life will be dramatically different. Also, one may become sensitive and look at things differently upon return. The physical damage done to soldiers makes war synonymous with death and even loss of innocence of young fighters, such as the dead boy in "Vigil Strange"(Whitman 16). The fact that in "Vigil Strange" "not a tear fell, not even a long-drawn sigh" (Whitman 11), gives the impression that death is common and soldiers are use to it. In Crane's "From War is Kind", the repetition of "a field where a thousand corpses lie" (11 and 22), makes the point of expected death in war realistic. This is emphasized in Whitman's "A March in the Ranks Hard-Prest, and the Road Unknown" as well when he writes, "The crowd, O the crowd of the bloody forms of soldiers..." (16). No one can deny that war equals death for many.

The psychological and emotional effects of war is seen in the ones left behind in Whitman and Crane's poem. In "From War is Kind," the narrator of the poem says, "Do not weep, maiden" (Crane 1), "Do not weep, babe" (12), and "Mother whose heart hung humble… do not weep. War is kind" (23-26). These women who stayed behind while seeing their men go fight cannot help but feel sad. The soldier in "Vigil Strange" is also upset when he comes to the conclusion that his dead comrade will not respond. The narrator says, "Found your body son of responding kisses, (never again on earth responding)" (Whitman 7-8) is repeated twice (Whitman 23), which shows this emotional pain at the loss.

Soldiers and nurses carry a lot of pressure on their shoulders more than can be handled both during and after war. For example, in battle, soldiers and nurses may try to comfort and support the wounded who are going through tough situations. In "The Wound Dresser," the narrator says, "To sit by the wounded and soothe them" (Whitman 6). Not only do soldiers and nurses need to protect themselves, but they also have to look out for other soldiers.

Likewise, the guilt of not being able to save a life is also a heavy burden to be carried throughout one's life. Again in "The Wound Dresser", the narrator says, "One turns to me his appealing eyes- poor boy! I never knew you/ Yet I think I could not refuse this moment to die for you, if that would save you" (Whitman 37-38). The nurse in this poem would have done anything to have saved a life rather than live with the thought of seeing a young boy die. In "A March in the Ranks", another boy is in danger of dying. "A soldier, a mere lad, in danger of bleeding to death/ I staunch the blood temporarily" (Whitman 11-12). The narrator here does what he can to prolong another life.

Finally, many people argue that soldiers are needed for defense, but all the death and damage is not worth the price paid. Yet some people, usually men, would do anything in the name of "glory," "honor," "heroic," and "bravery". Whitman's poem describes soldiers in high esteem. In "Vigil Strange", the soldier calls the dead boy "brave" (Whitman 16). This is also said in "The Wound Dresser": "Of unsurpass'd heroes, (was one side brave? the other was equally brave) (Whitman 8). These dead soldiers are being called brave and heroes once they are dead.

Crane's poem is also filled with descriptions of men who "live to die" such as, "Little souls who thirst for fight/ These men were born to drill and die/ The unexplained glory flies above them" (7-9). Crane doesn’t stop there. Killing is seen as a good thing in his following lines: These men were born to drill and die/ Point for them the virtue of slaughter/ Make plain to them the excellence of killing" (Crane 19-21). According to Crane, men were born to take part in war, kill others, and die.

Crane and Whitman's poems help readers get a better understanding of war, one from the perspective of a nurse, Whitman, and another who was attracted and obsessed with war and violence, Crane. Whitman's three poems described the gruesome nature of death, damage, pain, and loss for all those involved. Both he and Crane also spoke of how being part of the battle is thought of as glorious, honorable, and brave. The overall theme of these poems is the destruction of war. This is the reality compared to the “glory” many associate to fighting in any battle. In society today where war is common, one must carefully consider all the factors mentioned before joining any battle. After all, the experience of killing humans will be stuck in one's conscience forever and may never be fully recoverable.
 
Works Cited
Crane, Stephen. "From War is Kind." The Norton Anthology: American Literature 1865-1914. Ed. Nina Baym and Robert S. Levine. 8th ed. New York: W.W. Norton & Company, 2012. 1007-1008. Print.
Whitman, Walt. “A March in the Ranks Hard-Prest, and the Road Unknown.” Online.
---. “The Wound Dresser.” The Norton Anthology: American Literature 1865-1914. Ed. Nina Baym and Robert S. Levine. 8th ed. New York: W.W. Norton & Company, 2012. 77-79. Print.  
---. “Vigil Strange I Kept on the Field One Night.” The Norton Anthology: American Literature 1865-1914. Ed. Nina Baym and Robert S. Levine. 8th ed. New York: W.W. Norton & Company, 2012. 76-77. Print.

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Double Book Review!!! Night Road by Kristin Hannah 3/5 & Midnight Angels: A Novel by Lorenzo Carcaterra 3/5

I'm finally doing my reviews on two books I got in my last book haul, Night Road by Kristin Hannah and Midnight Angels: A Novel by Lorenzo Carcaterra. I read these a while ago, so please forgive me for the lack of details and a more in-depth review.

 
Night Road by Kristin Hannah wasn't a great read, but not bad either. I like how the book focused on many different characters, especially Jude's point of view. The story is also long-term, thus it continues into the later years of the characters as they get older, which is different from many other books I've read. I really like how Night Road teaches important lessons on parenting, friendship, alcohol drinking, high school drama, etc.
 
To read the description of Night Road on goodreads.com, click the title.

I don't want to repeat what is already online about this book, so I'll just talk about specific parts and characters worth mentioning. Jude is described as a "helicopter" mom. She is into the lives of her twins more than typical parents. This is her way of being the overprotective parent that is familiar to many kids. While it gets to be too much involvement on Jude's part, parents that care about their children isn't a bad thing. Too much however, can lead to rebellion and lack of independence. Back to Jude. Her careful parenting skills fails her when she lets her guard down and gives permission to Zach and Mia one night. This one mistake affects all of the character's lives for a little more than half the book.   
 
One really interesting part of the novel was the inclusion of a "little" character. This one addition brings up new events and decisions to be made in the other character's lives. While reading these parts, I couldn't help but be reminded how unfortunately, innocent children suffer in between the problems of adults.  
 
While there were good parts, what I didn't like was the inappropriate behavior of some of the characters. I don't know if I personally would recommend this to young adults or an older audience, even though much of Night Road is about the teenager characters growing up and what they face, but also includes a lot of the parent's perspective. The plot also got drawn out and a bit tiring to read eventually. But, the last chapter brought the book to a good end and was worth reading till the end.
 
If you would like to purchase a copy of Night Road by Kristin Hannah, then please click the title.
  
 
Midnight Angels: A Novel by Lorenzo Carcaterra was somewhat of a disappointing read. I had high expectations for this book, mostly because the cover art looked cool and the description of it sounded interesting. The first half was boring and took some time to get through, but the other half started getting interesting and action packed. I feel like I'm getting into crime fiction, and this definitely falls into that category.

To read the description of Midnight Angels on goodreads.com, click the title.

I don't want to repeat what is already online about this book, so I'll just talk about some parts I thought were good. Those who know me well, know that I hate bugs and rodents. But, the creatures known as squillos in Midnight Angels had great descriptions that I read it over and over again. I could just imagine how it looks by the way the author wrote about them. Carcaterra wrote, "They are a hybrid, a mixture of water rat, eel, beaver, and God only knows what else... They have very sharp front teeth and will look to wrap themselves around your lower limbs and then bite into the veins just below the back of you legs" (147-148). These squillos were mentioned by the Raven to Vittorio who failed in retrieving the Angels. To find out the fate of Vittorio, read the book ;)

Another part I found interesting was the conversation between Edwards and the Raven about Kate (166-170). Edwards was trying to convince the Raven to not harm Kate in the middle of the battle between the Vittoria Society and the Immortals in getting the legendary Midnight Angels by Michelangelo. But the Raven would stop at nothing to get the Angels, even murdering Kate, who may just be his daughter!

What makes Midnight Angels a crime fiction novel is of course all the crime fighting and murder. Although I would hate to watch anything where people kill each other, reading this wasn't bad. In Midnight Angels, many characters die to protect Kate and the Angels. One of them dies surrounded by fire in their shop, courtesy of the Raven. And of course, one of the main characters gets murdered in a battle with the Raven. The ending of the novel is surprising, but is worth reading till the end. I would recommend this book to those who like crime fiction or Art History (and maybe a fan of The Da Vinci Code ;)

If you would like to purchase a copy of Midnight Angels: A Novel by Lorenzo Carcaterra, then click the title.

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Jesus' Life and Teachings: Fact vs. Fiction

My 3rd paper for my European Lit. to the Renaissance class.

Jesus is a well known figure in the history of Christianity and Islam. The Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, which tell the life of Jesus, were written decades after the death of Jesus. The perspectives of these men who didn’t know Jesus personally, but whose writings and teachings are important in the Christian faith, makes one wonder what of Jesus' life and teachings in the Gospels are really accurate. But, red letter edition Bibles, which have the actual words spoken by Jesus printed in red ink, do exist. Furthermore, as a Muslim, one must believe in Jesus as a prophet and messenger of God, not the son of or part of God. To Muslims, the Quran in Arabic is the last revealed word of God sent to prophet Muhammad through Gabriel to all of humankind and hasn’t been changed! The Quran is the primary source in Islam and covers numerous subjects, including the stories of Mary and Jesus. Using an edition of the red letter Bible and the Quran, one can get an idea of Jesus' actual life and teachings and those which have been added.

First and foremost, it has been recorded that Jesus blessed those who got abused because of their belief and practice in God. He related this to the mistreatment prophets received due to the same reason. This can be motivation for those who were, and still are, the "strangers" amongst many people who live the opposite lifestyle. In the New Testament, Jesus said, "Be glad and exult over it, for you will be richly rewarded in heaven, for that is the way they persecuted the prophets who went before you" (36). In King James Version of the Bible, Matthew 5:12 "Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you", is written in red letters, thus indicating that these are really words spoken by Jesus. The Quran goes one step further, mentioning the punishment of those who killed the prophets: "Those who disbelieve in the signs of Allah and kill the prophets without right and kill those who order justice from among the people – give them tidings of a painful punishment" (The Holy Quran 3:21). This is just one of the many authentic words of Jesus.

Moreover, Jesus' true teachings included the upholding and preaching of the commandments sent to Moses. Jesus said, "Do not suppose that I have come to do away with the Law or the Prophets. I have not come to do away with them but to enforce them" (The New Testament 37). In Matthew 5:17, similar words are written in red: "Think not that I am come to destroy the law, or the prophets: I am not come to destroy, but to fulfill" (King James). Finally, the Quran has a similar account: "And [I, Jesus, have come] confirming what was before me of the Torah... And I have come to you with a sign from your Lord, so fear Allah and obey me. Indeed, Allah is my Lord and your Lord, so worship Him. That is the straight path" (The Holy Quran 3:50-51). These teachings included not murdering, not committing adultery, etc.

There are many words of Jesus' in the Gospels that he really did say, but there are also some that Jesus didn’t say but others "put words in Jesus' mouth". One of the most important belief to some Christians that differentiates itself from Islam, for example, is that of Jesus being thought of as the son of and part of God. It was asked of Jesus "Are you the son of God then? And "he said" to them, "I am as you say" (The New Testament 52). When checking this same verse, Luke 22:70, in the red letter Bible, "Ye say that I am" (King James) is only in red and replaces "I am as you say". Jesus' real answer of "You say that I am" shows that Jesus himself didn’t call himself the "son of God" but rather other people came up with this concept. This attribution that others made, making Jesus part of and the offspring of God, is false according to other reliable sources.

In another verse Jesus himself said, "But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men" (King James, Matthew 15:9). This last verse is in red and is supported by a verse in the Quran: "And [beware the Day] when Allah will say, "O Jesus, Son of Mary, did you say to the people, 'Take me and my mother as deities besides Allah?'" He will say, "Exalted are You! It was not for me to say that to which I have no right. If I had said it, You would have known it…" (The Holy Quran 5:116). Jesus never preached the worship of or divinity of himself and God will not hold him accountable for what others falsely attributed to Jesus.

Finally, the concept of Jesus being crucified and killed is debatable. When Jesus supposedly came back to life on the third day and mingled with people, he blessed them and parted from them (The New Testament 55). Again, the only words appearing in red in this verse, Luke 23:46, is "Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit" (King James). In the Quran, 4:157-158, it is written, And [for] their saying, "Indeed, we have killed the Messiah, Jesus, the son of Mary, the messenger of Allah." And they did not kill him, nor did they crucify him; but [another] was made to resemble him to them. And indeed, those who differ over it are in doubt about it… And they did not kill him, for certain. Rather, Allah raised him to Himself.

These verses "testify" that Jesus wasn't really crucified and killed, rather his spirit and body were saved by God. Many people and religions differ on the life and teachings of Jesus. While some believe Jesus to be the son and one third of God, was crucified and killed, and pick and choose what to live by of Jesus' teachings, others have sound evidence based on scriptures from God that disprove these notions.

Works Cited

"King James Version of the Bible - Online Search." King James Version of the Bible. Web. 23 Mar. 2013. http://kjvbible.net/.

"The Holy Quran." The Holy Quran. Web. 23 March 2013. http://www.allahsquran.com/read/verses.php?ch=1.

"The New Testament." The Bedford Anthology of World Literature. Ed. Paul Davis. Vol. 2. Boston: Bedford/ St. Martin, 2004. 36-55. Print.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

My Reading Goals, Wishlist, and Next on My Lists

Okay, so I thought I would do an update post, more for myself, but also for anyone who is curious or needs ideas ;) I have some reading goals, books on my wish list (to buy), and what I want to read and watch in the next few weeks/ months. I have another month of uni. left before summer vacation =:) (I am literally counting the days till my almost 4 month summer vacation), so this post will remind me of what I planned. Here goes!

My Reading Goals
1. According to goodreads, read 50 book in 2013.     
2. Read 75% of my books before buying any new ones (I want to finish series before starting new ones).
3. Buy a bookshelf and do a "tour and decor" once I get it!
4. Become a Barnes and Noble member by November 2013 (gift to myself :P).
5. Give away some of my books (to friends and/or book sales).

Updates to my 50 books goal and all my virtual bookshelves are on http://www.goodreads.com/sabrinafatima

My Book Wish list (to-buy)
1. The Zion Deception by Laurence B. Brown (I'm a massive fan of his fiction, haven't read others)
2. Echoes by Jamilah Kolocotronis
3. Footsteps by Umm Zakiyah
4. Muslim Teens in Pitfalls and Pranks by Maryam Mahmoodian
5. Sophia's Journal: Time Warp 1857 by Najiyah Diana Helwani

I usually buy books that I want to read, but can't find on the library catalog (Islamic fiction) and/or ones I liked and want to add to my collection. More books I plan to buy are on my shelf @ http://www.goodreads.com/sabrinafatima

Next to Read
1. Speaking Skills Every Muslim Must Know by Zohra Sarwari (I have a presentation coming up...)
2. The Marriage Procedure in Islam by Umm Muhammad Aminah Assami
3.  Life is a Verb: 37 Days to Wake Up, Be Mindful, and Live Intentionally by Patti Digh (book club @ http://www.delusionalmom.com/im-starting-a-book-club/)
4. Nightmare Academy books 2
5. and 3 by Dean Lorey
6. Monsters book 4 by Dian Curtis Regan
7. Dolphin Diaries books 7
8. and the rest by Ben M. Baglio

I'm trying to finish up some series, even children's books I once liked and wanted to re-read (don't laugh). More books in my finish-series bookshelf are on http://www.goodreads.com/sabrinafatima

Next to Watch!!!
1. Happy Feet 2
2. Scooby-Doo Mask of the Blue Falcon and other direct to film videos
3. Wreck-it-Ralph
4. The Hobbit
5. Oz: The Great and Powerful

Believe it or not, this took me a while to type up, so I hope it helped someone else too in some way ;)